well 2day i woke up and went to C.C.U.M and all. i was dead tired...went to bed at like 4 am and then woke up at 8:40 ish. threw my kinda straight hair up in a pony tail and put on some stupid sweater and jeans... then threw on makeup...i looked awful im sure...but do i care? no. chris didnt go to church today..strange since he said hed be there and his a/m says hes out for the day? whered he go...i dont think hes gunna go to hearts tonight? im not sure....ok last night was awful. thats all i have to say about that!